More than likely 'Fear' is something you know of, something you live with. If you're like me, you are familiar with fear. I know a lot about fear because I grew up with it as part of my life. When I was younger, fear almost won, almost drove me to kill myself. Even today, fear is something that still seeks to have mastery over my spirit. I know its cold voice.
But before we go any further, it's helpful to distinguish between rational, or what we might call 'real' fear, and irrational fear. Real fear is the sort of thing that keeps us alive, keeps from injury. It was the motivator that kept you from sticking your hand on a hot burner on the stove, or kept you from running out in traffic.
Irrational fear, however, is different.
It is an abberation of the former kind. It is sometimes no more than a figment of that part of our imagination which is fallen. And other times it is the means by which the enemy, Satan, the devil, seeks to paralyze us into inaction or doing the wrong thing. It often contains a grain of truth, just enough reality or facts to make it seem real, believable, or just plain old frightening. But whereas real fear is our bodies' way of keeping us alive or unhurt, irrational fear has only one purpose ... to hurt us, to harm us, to dehumanize us. And what I mean by that last part is simply that irrational, unreal fear makes us less than who God created us and calls us to be.
Do you fear? Does fear plan a daily role in your life? Does it effect your marriage? Your relationships and/or friendships? Does it keep you in the same dead-end job? Does fear keep you from attempting your dreams? Does fear keep you from giving your whole heart and life to God? Does it keep you from trusting God?
When fear seems bigger than life, when fear seems bigger than God, life is not full. No matter how good our lives may look on the outside, fear can still rule in our hearts. Image is not everything, however, for fear robs us of the joy that God would have us live out of. In some ways, fear that dominates one's life is nothing less than an idol. Even when we don't want it to be so, when we fear we are forcing God off the throne of our hearts. But lest you think this is a note to express to you how angry God is about you being fearful, fear not.
"Fear not". It is one of the most oft repeated messages God or His angels first speak to people. It tells us that fear is not part of God's kingdom. Fear is not part of God, and it is not be part of our character. And yet, that often seems like a word that's so much easier to agree with than it is a reality to live out of. We don't want to fear, and yet, if you've grown up with fear, or you have become accustomed to fear, it's hard to imagine how to live otherwise.
But this is exactly what God not only calls us to, but promises us. John the apostle writes exactly this, when he says of God's love for us, "There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love." And Paul writes about God's work in us through His Holy Spirit, "For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline."
God is not a god of fear, but one who loves us - though not with a sloppy, sentimentalism that allows us to live however we want. True love, as John reminds us, drives out all fear. True love is the very opposite of fear. God's kingdom drives out fear. This is one of the awesome dynamics of the Kingdom of God that Jesus first proclaimed to the people of Galilee and Judea. It is the same message that his first disciples continued to spread to the ends of the earth. And it is at the heart of the message proclaimed in the combined witness of the New Testament Gospels and letters.
It is, I think at the heart of a story about Jesus and His disciples from the Gospel of John 6:16-24, where the apostle writes ...
16 When evening came, his disciples went down to the lake, 17 where they got into a boat and set off across the lake for Capernaum. By now it was dark, and Jesus had not yet joined them. 18 A strong wind was blowing and the waters grew rough. 19 When they had rowed about three or three and a half miles, they saw Jesus approaching the boat, walking on the water; and they were frightened. 20 But he said to them, "It is I; don't be afraid." 21 Then they were willing to take him into the boat, and immediately the boat reached the shore where they were heading. 22 The next day the crowd that had stayed on the opposite shore of the lake realized that only one boat had been there, and that Jesus had not entered it with his disciples, but that they had gone away alone. 23 Then some boats from Tiberias landed near the place where the people had eaten the bread after the Lord had given thanks. 24 Once the crowd realized that neither Jesus nor his disciples were there, they got into the boats and went to Capernaum in search of Jesus.
It is significant that among the disicples crossing the Sea of Galilee in that boat, several were experienced fishermen. Rough waters at night were nothing to be taken lightly. And yet when Jesus shows up, after night has fallen, they are frightened at the sight of him walking across the choppy, stormy waters. But wouldn't you be?
Instead, Jesus identifies Himself, "It is I." And He tells them, "Don't be afraid." We need to read more than just Jesus not wanting the disciples to be afraid. There's much more to both this story, and to our lives.
Jesus is not just trying to calm their fears in the moment. He's also making a statement; He's making a claim that only God can make. He is asserting that He is not only the Jewish Messiah, sent by God. He is stating that He is the God of heaven and earth, the One, True God, who commands nature.
Interestingly, in both Matthew 8 and Luke 8, Jesus calms a storm by merely speaking - commanding the storm to stop - and it does so. John wants us to know not only that God is with us when things seem dark and stormy. John, along with the other Gospel writers, is stating that Jesus is Lord over the things that cause us fear.
Don't read this the wrong way. God is not using the things that cause us fear in order to punish us or keep us down. Even coming to such a conclusion is the result of buying into fear. No, not at all. Instead, God wants us to trust Him in the midst of life's storms. The things that cause us fear, whether they be of the real kind (like mortgage foreclosure), or the irrational kind, are nothing compared to God, because the reality is - even if we cannot "feel" His presence - God is with us, and God is in control. He wants us to trust Him to take care us in the storm, and trust Him to bring it to an end.
Fear, the irrational kind, is ultimately the means for keeping us from believing God is as good as Scripture testifies to. Consider that even after humanity sins against God in the garden, God fashions clothes for Adam and Eve. Consider that God chooses one man to enter into a binding covenant with. Consider that God remembers His covenant, and rescues an insignificant group of slaves from Egypt, puts up with their complaints and whining, and leads them to the promised land. And that's just part of the Old Testament!
The revelation of God's love continues into and is incarnated in Jesus, God's Son. Consider this love is so great that Jesus teaches with the authority of God in order to correct the poor and sometimes false teaching of men. Consider that God's love in Jesus is so great that Jesus is willing to die a painful and hideous death in order to defeat sin, depraved human nature, and the devil. And consider God's love is so great that not even death could keep Jesus from rising from the dead to new life. And if that's not enough, consider, too, that it is God's love present in our lives, present in the heart of every faith-filled, believing man and woman in the third person of the Trinity, God the Holy Spirit.
God's love is with us. We do not need to fear anymore. God is with us. Emmanuel. God has saved His people. Y'shua. This is the Good News of the Kingdom of God. It is this love that keeps "fear" at bay in my own life.
It is this love that has defeated the power and temptations of death that sought after me to take my own life as a 17 year old, but which God meant instead to illuminate the power of His love for me in Jesus Christ. Love is all-powerful, because God is love. And true love drives out all fear.
Don't be afraid! God is with us!
