my heart - my Savior

try hard
try
trying and trying harder
my heart
a waste land left to itself
Your love, my Savior
no need to try
just need to be
but I resist
try is all I know
but what is it?
what do I need to prove?

Your grace
reaching deep down deep
transforming
changing
me
yet I want to try
Your grace
reaching deeper down deeper still
deeper
don't recognize myself that deep
Your grace
reaches me
loving me
the unfathomable love
my Savior

I AM
You say
Your call
to me
not to try
not to do
I AM
echoes, echoes
my heart recognizing
my mind screaming joy
not to try
not to do
just be
I AM
just be
now I just am