Saturday, October 11, 2008

a thought on Wisdom

There are times where the mercy of the Lord is just clearly in front of us. This is, perhaps, one of those times. I don't know why, but the idea of the Wisdom of the Lord has been continually in my mind. Now, I can give you a number of rational reasons why this is so. For one, it's been a recurring idea in both some class discussions (Prolegomena) and readings, as well as something noteworthy in bringing up and addressing the need for within the context of someone's dissertation (side note: all Ph.D. students need to attend several hearings for dissertation proposals and defenses). But I knew it was not just a "memory" rattling around in my head when I found myself thinking about the need for 'Wisdom' after attending a theological debate at school the other night.

I won't go into detail regarding the topic, the arguments, or any side issues. But I will say that where Wisdom comes in, or should have, was firmly illustrated for me in the way one side argued. One might be completely satisfied for someone making an argument to present a number of passages from Scripture which, they say, supports their position. I think Conservative, Evangelical (and Fundamentalists) have gotten lazy, and just accepted such arguments in toto without consideration. Now, I'm not saying that one side prooftexted, and that the other side didn't. What I'm saying is that one side pulled out all sorts of "evidence" from Scripture to support their argument.

What does 'Wisdom' have to do with this, you might be wondering. Thanks for wondering. I see the convergence in this: we need to read, interpret, and present our reading of Scripture in a wise manner. By bringing 'Wisdom' to bear at this point, I'm suggesting that it's not enough to just read a passage of Scripture, give some background, talk about the Koine Greek grammar, syntax, and the semantic range of important words found in said passage. We also need to excercise 'Wisdom'. Wisdom should get us to think before we read, before we analyze out loud, before we pontificate for the Good of man and beast. Sometimes, dare I say, often I wonder if we have not either gotten lazy, or, more likely, forgotten or unlearned the differences between 'Knowledge' and 'Wisdom'. There is a difference, and I hope you'll agree, they are both important. But, as my friend and fellow THS student, Jake said, of the two, he would rather have more 'Wisdom' than 'Knowledge'.

I think of St. Paul's words in 1 Corinthians 13, where he writes ...

If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.


Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.



Forgive me for playing the part of "Captain Obvious", but allow me to point out a couple of things here ... 1) Paul's main idea (in this passage) is what God's love is versus how the Christians in Corinth were treating one another. 2) more specifically, one of the things that Paul is addressing is that 'Love' is greater, and more important than 'Knowledge'. Interestingly, Paul talks about 'Love' earlier in the same letter (1 Cor 8:1b-3), where he writes, "We know that we all possess knowledge. Knowledge puffs up, but love builds up. The man who thinks he knows something does not yet know as he ought to know. But the man who loves God is known by God." Clearly, we know 'Knowledge' is important, and it serves an important role ... afterall, who wants to go a doctor who doesn't "know" what he's doing?

But my point this morning is that we Christians need to love AND live Scripture wisely. It speaks of, it points to, and it leads to the Triune God who continues to freely reveal His love for us in Jesus Christ. God offers us His wisdom through the life-giving presence of the Holy Spirit, in the life of each believer, and, at the same time, within the life of each local body (the local church), but we must faithfully appropriate this wisdom, and, we must appropriate God's wisdom in faith. James, in his letter, reminds us, "If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. That man should not think he will receive anything from the Lord; he is a double-minded man, unstable in all he does."

We Christians who value and seek to learn from the Word of God in Scripture are generally pretty good about "knowing" Scripture. But looking around at the state of the Church in the West, and, looking at a vast number of Christian lives, as well as homes and marriages, clearly we do not know how to wisely read, interpret, or apply the Scriptures as God intends. I do not point any fingers. But if you are one who feels a certain degree of conviction, pray, and try asking for Wisdom, and believe that God will give it, and ask Him to reveal the state of your heart, what you need to confess, and how you need to appropriate God's wisdom (as a sidenote: this may entail wisdom that shows itself in asking for help).

Proverbs has a lot to say about 'Wisdom'. You may be familiar with this verse, Proverbs 1:7, "The fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge, but fools despise wisdom and discipline." But there are around 50 references to 'Wisdom' alone in just the book of Proverbs. Consider "I, wisdom, dwell together with prudence; I possess knowledge and discretion." True knowledge, it would seem, is born of 'Wisdom' - that is, the wisdom that God offers us.

Ironically, there would be no real 'Wisdom' in concluding here. 'Wisdom', I think, by definition, calls into real situations, and demands application in a real context. So, getting back to my original thought, 'Wisdom' continues to assert itself in my mind. What does this mean? My prayer to God is for His wisdom to fill my heart and mind. I consider it critical on the best of days that this should be so. But as I am but a few steps into my doctoral studies, I find my heart and mind hungering not so much for more knowledge - though I want to have a better idea of knowing what to do - but for the Wisdom of God the Father in Jesus the Son through God the Holy Spirit. The making of wise decisions leads to life and contentment. The making of unwise decisions, even those made with much knowledge, can lead to disaster, guilt, and suffering. I want to make decisions that honor God, that will help me to understand better who He is, and therefore understand better who I am, and what I am to do in and with my life.

As I read, interpret, and apply Scripture, I pray that God's wisdom would be full to overflowing, so that I may not merely be a clanging symbol, nor puffed up. God's wisdom applied to life leads to God's love being shared generously. It means knowing wisely, and loving wisely. It means that when we seek to talk to someone about the good news of Jesus Christ, the gospel, we may share wisely, in a way that speaks to where a particular person is in their life; it means that when we speak Scripture into someone's life, whether to encourage or confront, we must do so wisely - this is one of my biggest concerns, to be honest - so that we are not just prooftexting, for one thing, but also that we know what the verse is really saying, and that we wisely utilizing it in order to speak truth to love into someone's life.

This is just an initial thought on 'Wisdom'. What do you think? As always, you're invited to respond.

Sunday, October 05, 2008

life as I remember it

I've been a follower of Jesus Christ for about 23 years. It was a decision I made in what I now understand was a response to the work of God the Holy Spirit. I was the beneficiary of the ministry of several godly: Pete Berner, Dave Bailey, John Gleichman, and many others. Since then, I've lived through a lot of decisions, made a number of moves, and had a whole of experiences, all of which, with the help of some hindsight in some cases, have clearly been under the guidance of God's sovereign hand.

Right now I'm going through some new directions, all of which I believe is by God's leading. It has involved me coming out to the mid-West without my family, while we await our house to sell and/or my wife to find gainful employment in this area. We orginally made the decision trusting that the Lord would provide these things soon after my move. We thought getting through the summer wouldn't be too difficult, and surely the Lord would have us back together soon enough, and if not, well, surely He'll give us the grace to make it through the separation.

But it's been a lot more difficult than we had thought - which, I guess on one hand is a good testimony that we are still very much in love after almost 15 years of marriage. I think the day-to-day challenges of raising our family while being apart has been tough - especially for her, having to manage three kids and a house that's recently gotten on the market. Speaking for myself, it's been tough not getting sucked down by things not coming together.

At times, I've wondered if we've made the best decisions - are we sure God called me to this school? Are we going about it correctly? What should we do if Sarah doesn't find a job? if the house doesn't sell by Christmas? These questions, and more, have bothered me.

But I've been plagued by something else this week.

A reading from one of last week's daily devotions spoke to me in ways that are still reverberating in my soul. The first chapter of James (1:2-7) reads,

Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. That man should not think he will receive anything from the Lord; 8he is a double-minded man, unstable in all he does.


I was thinking about the struggles of being away from my family, and I wondered, why don't I have joy in my heart? I want to have God's joy in my heart. Why is it that I feel anything but joy as I go through the struggles I'm experiencing? And I think the Lord spoke to me - not in any obvious voice, but in the midst of my own thoughts - that I was not considering my challenges pure joy. I was not focused on God and His glory. I was not focused on what God was trying to do in me and through me. I was not considering what God might be trying to do in my wife and in my kids. I was not thinking about each of our individual faith in God being stretched and strenghthened through what we've been waiting for.

And I want joy. I'm looking at my struggles as joy - whether it be only getting to see my wife and kids once a month, struggling to translate a German journal article, keeping up with all of the reading I have, or learning Biblical Hebrew - because I know that God is cultivating the fruit of His Spirit in me (see Galatians 5:22-23), and He's teaching me to trust Him with more and more of my life, with each of my kids, and with my wife.

And I need to do all of this day by day, one day at a time, not thinking about the next day, let alone the next week. Because I want to glorify God through this. And what I realize is that I need to remember that the God who is with me now is the God who was with me so many years ago, before the time, 23 years ago, when I first took Him as Savior and Lord, before I knew He was the lover of my soul, and remember that He was watching over me, protecting me, preparing my heart to receive Him at the right time, at the time that brought Him the most glory, and gave me new life in and through His Son, Jesus Christ.

And as I remember all that He has brought me through, I remember that I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength. This is life as I remember it.